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Three years after, and we're all the same.

A friend allows you distance but is never far away.

The number of times I change partners is equally the same number of times these girls say, ‘I knew it.’ And they mean it because these girls have seen my soul and… yes, heart. Haha!

The picture on the left was taken back in our senior year in college where everything we knew were smoking, drinking and vice versa. 3 years after, we decided to all meet in Cebu thus, this picture taken. Rai, in printed white, is now a lead trainer in Cebu Aegis People Support and is a happy mom and wife to her family. Joan, in maroon, said she loves being a tambay but bet she still works for Sirius in Stream Global. Of course, her toned boyfriend maintains her for God-knows-how-long now. Gold, in green bolero, works in Dubai as a bank secretary and earns as much as her seaman boyfriend does.

Things have changed a lot but the way we get drunk never did. Guess nobody will die a virgin now. Loooool!

I hope 3 years from now, one of them writes something  like: Beans is now super rich and is a happy father. Yey!




Barbara Streisand kicked it off.

It started over coffee,
We started off as friends,
Its funny how from simple things,
The best things begin.

Captain and Tenille made the feeling true for the first few months.

You, You belong to me now
Ain’t gonna set you free now
When those girls start hanging around talking me down
Hear with your heart and you won’t hear a sound
Just Stop, ’cause I really love you
Stop, I’ll be thinkin’ of you
Look in my heart and let love
Keep us together, whatever.

Cheryl Cole stood by me when things went wrong and everything just seemed a messy desk.

Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get your hurt.
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start.
I don´t know where we´re heading
I´m willing and ready to go
We can´t drive it so fast we just need to slow down
And just roll.

Gym Class Heroes proved I can actually keep what I have if I just undo unnecessary dramas.

I only you pray you never leave me behind,
Because good music can be so hard to find,
I take your head and hold it closer to mine,
Thought love was dead but now you're changing my mind.

Never thought Linkin’ Park is the bottom line of these all. The unresolved conflicts. The unspoken truth. Waking up to the same side of the bed everyday stops me from draining emotions, from being the person I used to be. That I love celebrating love through writing in this blog might eventually die as you read this. I’m not giving up, I never will. It’s just a new mindset.

And this will be the last blogpost about my (insert word here) but happy relationship. Guess this is what you get when you feel pleasure in pain. 🙂

I've become so numb.

So Sick by Ne-Yo. Lels!

Melons to Lemons

Everybody who knows I got into an accident normally say, ‘it has a reason it happened.’ Well that’s aside from those who tell me, ‘masamang damo ka, don’t worry.’ To set things straight, I don’t know the exact reason.

You decide which photo's taken after the accident. Lels

But here’s a list of some obvious and random reasons — a proof of how dramatic my life has become lately especially when I do self-contemplation during my bus-rides to work.

Maybe it strengthened the bond between me and my parents.

Maybe it made me realize my father is really capable to do cash-out when necessary. Haha!

Maybe it’s seeing how true my friends are. That despite how different I look after the accident, they can still afford to walk with me in the malls.

Before and after melons. Nothing’s changed, I believe.

Maybe it’s doing away with the stress I used to worry in my existing (insert adjective) relationship. Be open, be cool, be budoy.

Maybe it’s getting rid of everything in the list above and retaining only number 8.

Maybe it allowed me to love my work more. To think about money, above all. Haha!

Maybe it’s a sign I should stop driving and take the passenger’s seat always instead.

Maybe it’s about time I should trust my left hand. It’s useful. Uhh, exactly the same thing you’re thinking. Haha!

Maybe it’s a wake up call that I can actually last a week without sex.

This is life. It’s always been a dawat-dawat system.


I wanted to write about total randomness.



My birthday bash.

Converting to open relationship.

Tagalog-ing as a must.

Love as a business.

Self-respect vs pride.

Food and friends.

Morning frustration.


But I can’t.

3 stitches on my face plus a broken right arm. How's that? T_T

I’m too sick to pour these thoughts to an article. Maybe after I finally recover from the recent vehicular accident I encountered. Way to go, though. 😦


Hello hello! How’s the year so far?

Mine wasn’t too different from the previous years at all. Same routines, only different people, different places, different whatever.

This must be something I'm posting next year! Chos!

1. New year at home. No new person. Only tanduay-ice added on the table.

2. Birthday celeb was incidentally a surprise as well. Imagine? Haha! Same thought of surprise, only different partner this time. Haha! But this year had my family included and that’s a plus.

3. Still working after the holidays, this time, in a new company. And I’m loving it there.

4. Birthday blast at home just last night. Wait. This must be the exception to the rule. I wasn’t able to go home last year.

5. School? Boring school. Wait again. Let this be the 2nd and the last exception. Hahaha!

6. Lovelife. And I want to dwell on this. Same level of affair but with a newer perspective on it this time. More open, cooler, calmer, and whatever. Whatever, this time! Haha! Hey hey! I’m a changed person on this aspect and I’m super embracing this attitude, moving forward. We’ll see if this works better  for me.

Anyway, if anybody sees me mall-ratting and notices I’m not using the escalator at all, it’s because I’m not comfortable with my shoes. Hahahaha!

Great days ahead of us, everyone! 😀

Blah-Blah, 2011!

2011 has been a very long road trip. Encounters. Minor accidents. Giving way. Detours. U-turns. Smooth road. Humps. Humps. Humps.

But before I get to another blind curve, it surely feels good to have a retrospective look at the rear view mirror for the twists and turns I had on a 12-month drive.

1st stop: The end of the callboy experience

My best team. Team Lyra. I miss youuuuu so much!

Some of the real friends I found in Suth. I know you all miss me. Haha!

I was reading my 2010 year-end post where I wrote,   ‘But I admit I need to leave the job soon to find what’s best for me.’ Indeed, I left before the last quarter of the month. But I am happiest with my then job. Graveyard. Vices. Good pay. Parties. Everything. It was even tough leaving the company because of the people I enjoyed working with. But I had to and I know I made the right choice.

2nd stop: Back-to-school

Hello graduate school! I didn’t want to but I have to. I need to make the most out of my idle days. But I’m enjoying, except that statistics is still there and the feeling is still mutual, we both bore each other.

3rd stop: On-the-spot trips

At Blue Jazz. Because we're just crazy like that!

We always get hyped on water, eh? Haha! Pools and beaches are the best escapes from the stressful work environment and the above pic is certainly one of the best.

4th stop: New gang

Meet the porn stars, beybeh!

Did you notice I always introduce new set of friends every year-end post? Haha! Alas! I have new friends this year again. The best people to eat with, to watch movie with, to act diva with.

5th stop: Big Joe


How do I say this with much subtlety?  Well I promised to name names and Axe, you are one of the many friends I have that I will always be thankful for. And I guess, most of the days this year, we were together. Boardmates. 😀 Thank you for being the best person to cry on, for laughing even at my worst jokes, for spoiling me with your recipes. For the record, I am happy with the new path you’re taking, your lovelife, your career and everything you’ve been enjoying lately. I can only hope for the best for you. Cheers!

6th stop: The beejayentee drama

meet my co-histrionic friend.

sometimes we look semi-humans.

I’m making this the highlight of the year. Perhaps, everything changed because of this person. My friends say I’ve changed. Made me quit smoking, made me act weird, made me eat my pride, made me carbonara (HAHA!). Anyhoe, meet NT. And he brought drama drastically to my life. But he’s more than that. He is a bestfriend, an older sib and younger sib at the same time, a teacher, a disciplinarian, a hero and the best sleeping buddy. Haha! Thank you, NT, for bringing me to a new and different side of the world (Blah blah. Whatever they think of this line). I look forward to a new year of adventure with you.

7th stop: I’m back to the real world

YES! Before the year ends, I am proud to say I am back to the corporate world. New challenge. New environment. Thank you, pag-ibig.

This has been a good year, I must say. I’ve had enough taste of good career, happy family, and interesting affairs (be it decent or otherwise. HAHA!). And I guess, this is the right time for me to express how grateful I am to everybody who became a part of my year’s journey. Thank you, friends and lovers. 

Come 2012, I know better things await my way. I’m excited. That orgasmic feeling. Yes. Orgasmic.

Thank you, 2011! Welcome and give us a bang, 2012!

p.s.: This year gave me the first car accident experience. Just earlier, I accidentally bumped the back part of the car infront of me while maneuvering my way to the exit. Thank you, NT, for saving me from that trouble.

One weekend in Cebu

So I’m having a high fever now. Really not a good feeling after the Cebu trip over the weekend. 

It wasn’t really the ideal trip. Not the trip that would make me say ‘I wanna go back to Cebu again and again.’ Shall I blame this to the tarot card reading I first did when I arrived there? Haha!

But I am over the not-so-good happenings. Instead, I am sharing to you the captured happy moments I had in Cebu.

This is the first out of town trip I had with my mum. But it wasn’t planned at all. She just booked the same flight as mine for the business trip she had to attend. She might have to do a lot of intervening with my laag but she is still the best. She gets along with my friends so much because my mum is the coolest!


Primarily, this is the reason for the weekend trip. Them. The mini reunion with my BT Loves, Joan, Gold and Rai. Thank you, Gold for the unlimited treat, Joan for giving us the best laughtrip and Rai for making yourself present despite your busy schedule. I miss you and I look forward to another meet-up this month. Gensan, beybeh! 🙂

My bestfriend, Ron. Thank you for the 1 night stay, for making me experience the bathtub in your CR, for introducing me to your loooves, for making yourself available during my entire stay. You’re the best! 🙂

This photo was taken at TOPS, the highest point in Cebu where you can have a glimpse of the city lights at night. This is not a good place, I swear, and I will never recommend this place to you, readers, if you get the chance to visit Cebu. But anyway, that’s NT. He was also with me during the trip with an over-over-extended patience for all the mishaps we encountered. As you said NT, ‘Thank you for the wonderful time we had. Not a perfect out of town trip but still wonderful.’ 

This picture is enough to make me say I still enjoyed the weekend trip. My mum, my 2 bestest friends Rai and Ron, and NT. Yeyy! Solb!

p.s. I lost my BB phone inside the taxi in Cebu. Mao lang. Kbye.