Archive for February, 2012

Hello mic test!

Three years after, and we're all the same.

A friend allows you distance but is never far away.

The number of times I change partners is equally the same number of times these girls say, ‘I knew it.’ And they mean it because these girls have seen my soul and… yes, heart. Haha!

The picture on the left was taken back in our senior year in college where everything we knew were smoking, drinking and vice versa. 3 years after, we decided to all meet in Cebu thus, this picture taken. Rai, in printed white, is now a lead trainer in Cebu Aegis People Support and is a happy mom and wife to her family. Joan, in maroon, said she loves being a tambay but bet she still works for Sirius in Stream Global. Of course, her toned boyfriend maintains her for God-knows-how-long now. Gold, in green bolero, works in Dubai as a bank secretary and earns as much as her seaman boyfriend does.

Things have changed a lot but the way we get drunk never did. Guess nobody will die a virgin now. Loooool!

I hope 3 years from now, one of them writes something  like: Beans is now super rich and is a happy father. Yey!



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Barbara Streisand kicked it off.

It started over coffee,
We started off as friends,
Its funny how from simple things,
The best things begin.

Captain and Tenille made the feeling true for the first few months.

You, You belong to me now
Ain’t gonna set you free now
When those girls start hanging around talking me down
Hear with your heart and you won’t hear a sound
Just Stop, ’cause I really love you
Stop, I’ll be thinkin’ of you
Look in my heart and let love
Keep us together, whatever.

Cheryl Cole stood by me when things went wrong and everything just seemed a messy desk.

Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get your hurt.
Whenever you feel like we´re growing apart
Let´s just go back back back back back to the start.
I don´t know where we´re heading
I´m willing and ready to go
We can´t drive it so fast we just need to slow down
And just roll.

Gym Class Heroes proved I can actually keep what I have if I just undo unnecessary dramas.

I only you pray you never leave me behind,
Because good music can be so hard to find,
I take your head and hold it closer to mine,
Thought love was dead but now you're changing my mind.

Never thought Linkin’ Park is the bottom line of these all. The unresolved conflicts. The unspoken truth. Waking up to the same side of the bed everyday stops me from draining emotions, from being the person I used to be. That I love celebrating love through writing in this blog might eventually die as you read this. I’m not giving up, I never will. It’s just a new mindset.

And this will be the last blogpost about my (insert word here) but happy relationship. Guess this is what you get when you feel pleasure in pain. 🙂

I've become so numb.

So Sick by Ne-Yo. Lels!

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Melons to Lemons

Everybody who knows I got into an accident normally say, ‘it has a reason it happened.’ Well that’s aside from those who tell me, ‘masamang damo ka, don’t worry.’ To set things straight, I don’t know the exact reason.

You decide which photo's taken after the accident. Lels

But here’s a list of some obvious and random reasons — a proof of how dramatic my life has become lately especially when I do self-contemplation during my bus-rides to work.

Maybe it strengthened the bond between me and my parents.

Maybe it made me realize my father is really capable to do cash-out when necessary. Haha!

Maybe it’s seeing how true my friends are. That despite how different I look after the accident, they can still afford to walk with me in the malls.

Before and after melons. Nothing’s changed, I believe.

Maybe it’s doing away with the stress I used to worry in my existing (insert adjective) relationship. Be open, be cool, be budoy.

Maybe it’s getting rid of everything in the list above and retaining only number 8.

Maybe it allowed me to love my work more. To think about money, above all. Haha!

Maybe it’s a sign I should stop driving and take the passenger’s seat always instead.

Maybe it’s about time I should trust my left hand. It’s useful. Uhh, exactly the same thing you’re thinking. Haha!

Maybe it’s a wake up call that I can actually last a week without sex.

This is life. It’s always been a dawat-dawat system.

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