Archive for March, 2009


I was checking the updates of my facebook account when I found this post in my friend’s account. So I made my own version to double-check if i’m still virgin. nyawaa. haha

virgin in the making

virgin in the making

Okay, start off with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you’ve done.

1. Smoked.
2. Drank alcohol
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert. (malamanag!=p)
7. Gotten/given a handjob.
8. Gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.


11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. (not sure but i guess. super guess..)
15. Been to prom. (believe it or not, wala pa.)
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or receieved a lap dance. (hahahaha)
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (of course!)


21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex’s house. (right now, actually..)
23. Kissed a stranger. (yeah.)
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs. (what serious? hahahaha. wala nako ni gideduct ha. hahahaha)


31. Played strip poker/darts.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home. (once, super. haha)
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn. (naman!)
37. Watched porn. (logic please?)
38. Made porn. (meaning yung binebenta? hmm. if so, wala pa. hahaha)
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love. (giatay!)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69% (what a number, hapit nako mabagsak. sheet!)

41. French kissed. (aysows!)
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep. (aba, many times)
44. Laughed yourself to sleep (gusto ko itry)
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. (joan? hahaha)
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die. (lamok!)


51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present. (daghan pa gani. haha)
53. Pranked somebody (always?haha)
54. Put somebody in the hospital. (elton, tung nasting. gudness,. haha)
55. Snuck into someone’s room and/or your own room after being out. (i wish though.. haha)
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.


61. Avoided somebody. (naks! naman.)
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.


71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls. (hmmm.)
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. (crush lang sa friend. hahaha)
74. Gone out with your friend’s crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.


81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you’d be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over or 3 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.


91. Been mistaken for a celebrity. (yawa. hahaha, ayokong umamin e. haha)
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.


yes, i'm semi-virgin!

yes, i'm semi-virgin!

kamusta naman ag survey na ito? is this true? syempre, the answer’s with me and it’s 42 %.

THAT’S SEMI-VIRGIN! Huwaaat? hahaha. pasabta ko. but let’s leave everything to the survey. i don’t say it’s true niether do i say it’s false.

basta ako? hmm. i know i never danced like a whore. hahahahaha


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the towel
the towel

officially, summer is here! and what else would make the summer ow-so-happy?


We need water element. (Oo ste, at least for sumer, we have to soak and get into it.)

and so, after a tiring math1 presentation practice, i rushed to Lantaw-Bukid to be with the oh-hail-orgcom-people of BACA. yeah. aside from the bond and the fun, I really wanted to welcome summer, OFFICIALLY! o ha.

shower. yeah.

shower. yeah.

a good shower, i hope, starts a good summer for me. after all, i need to wash away whatever i have in mind right now. shet ka-emo. but seriously, i really need to take a shower before finally getting into the pool. lol.

summer gets better when i'm wet. aha!

summer gets better when i'm wet. aha!

again, nagpatumbling2 na naman ako sa tubig. my pasikat moves will never stop until i get out from the water. haha. and really, when i’m wet, i’m happier so i stayed quite long there.

in fact…

oops... sorry dadee. haha. peace lish!

oops... sorry dadee. haha. peace lish!

we made a lot of fun to add life to the pool. kamown, the blue-chlorine-smelling-hmm-smells-like-you-know is lifeless so lisha and I tried everything to make the water splash even without doing anything to the water. hahaha.

i don’t care if tan-lines show after exposing myself under the sun. after all, it’s about the fun i get with my friends. after all, it’s about the laughter we share under the sun. after all, it’s summer so i have to make the most out of it.


Looking forward to another good thing to happen within the season.

Looking forward to a HOT (with emphasis) summer!

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than me!


oh. oh. oh. my partner finally graduated. after 4 grueling years in college, he finally stepped up and received the most important ‘pass’ to a richer life. o ha.

ayan, pinipigilan ang happiness. wuhoo. atik2 paka. haha

ayan, pinipigilan ang happiness. wuhoo. atik2 paka. haha

yeah. while i am enjoying the heat of the sun at Lantaw-bukid, Ron was busy fixing himself for the hole — the entry to the next hurdle of his life. And at 5:30pm yesterday, when I phoned him, he was more than ecstatic telling me he’s finally done!

wee. i was somehow delighted. of course, when he’s happy, i am also happy or even happier. so i ended the call to let him feel the greatness only college graduation could offer. naks, as if i’ve been there. kamown! haha.

to my bestfriend and best partner-in-crime, congratulations. i know you can do it (sa board lalo na). kaya yan!

yeah, finally ron. finally!

yeah, finally ron. finally!


kani na panahon, level pa lang mi. hahaha. karon, dili na. hahaha

kani na panahon, level pa lang mi. hahaha. karon, dili na. hahaha

p.s: kanang lugar kung asa ta nagpapicture, magbalik2 ta dira ha? ug mag-grab a crab pa baya ta. hahahaha.

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sir 1, sir2, sir3

sir 1, sir2, sir3

alin? alin? alin ang naiba?

oh well spiderboy! peace out.

p.s.: nganu bitaw dira ka nilingkod. hahaha

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Got this post from rea. I got interested so here’s my say.


The ten honest scraps about Beans.

  1. I can be the fastest eater. Yes, amazingly I eat meals too fast. When I am in a group and I am already done eating, expect everybody to have just started eating!

    promise, paspas ko mukaon.

    promise, paspas ko mukaon.

  2. I grew my hair up to shoulder level when I was in 1st year college. I abused the freedom our school has. In the end, I looked like a jungleman. Ugh.

    ang ebidensya!

    ang ebidensya!

  3. I cried when I watched the movie Mama Mia. Imagine? I don’t know what kind of power Meryll Streep has to make me cry even if the movie is musical.

    yes, mamma mia!

    yes, mamma mia!

  4. I may have the overflowing confidence but believe me, when I am not with somebody I know, I am super shy. I don’t talk. I just sit. And I look at people blankly. So I always have this ‘suplado’ image as a first impression.

    maldito, palag?

    maldito, palag?

  5. A lot of people say I am a certified conformist. Gawd! No! I never bought that shawl or that colored skinny or those blings. And I never planned to buy any of those. I just wear whatever I think is comfortable. O ha. But of course, who would want to look like a trash? Hmm.

    sometimes, i don't even wear a thing!

    sometimes, i don't even wear a thing!

  6. I collect friends. Yes and a 500-page contact-book is not even enough. Hmm. But I easily forget names.

    for a change, i'm showing you my other friends. the 3-baca!

    for a change, i'm showing you my other friends. the 3-baca!

  7. My parents knew I’m a drunkard and a smoker. But they never saw me smoke! And I don’t have plans to let them see me smoke. Haha.

    so magtalikod kung magyosi para di makit-an!

    so magtalikod kung magyosi para di makit-an!

  8. Since this post is about honesty, hmm… I used to collect triple X dvds and vcds. But they’re all gone now. I threw them away (kanal unahan sa among balay). No regrets anyway. P.S.: I still have a collection but not in dvds or cds already. Haha. I collect real experiences. atik lang!X hahahaha.

    oo, x-rated is good. haha

    oo, x-rated is good. haha

  9. I am addicted to coffee. My system looks for coffee everyday. Blended or hot, they’re all the same coffee for me! Haha.

    yes, coffee i love!

    yes, coffee i love!

  10. I am a lover. I am vulnerable to sweet talks. And I easily fall when you show me signs. What signs? Signs these persons used to know – one who kicks, a nursing student, a teacher, a singer, a UP student, or even a bipolar! ……Please don’t show signs yet. I am still enjoying the life I have now! yeah!

i have more time for myself.

i have more time for myself.

I don’t think any less of you all, swear! =P

anyway..this is not about whatever you think. this is pure honesty. wee..

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oolala UPMin!

[x] Had a Voltes V for a teacher.

[x] Took a removal exam and passed

[ ] Tool a removal exam but unfortunately failed

[] Worried about getting bullied by fratmen or getting killed in a riot.
[ ]Got bullied by fratmen or was killed in a riot.
[ ] Witnessed a riot.
[x] Watched the Oblation Run.
[x] Made friends with a teacher.
[x] Was tricked as a freshman into attending a rally / prayer meeting.
[x] Wore red or black on one of those wear red or wear black days.

[ ] Wore red on Valentine’s Day.
[ ] Wore black on Valentine’s Day.
[ ] Celebrated a birthday at Manang Lydia’s with free litro..
[x] Learned UP Naming Mahal.

[ ] Was an RA (registration assistant) or SA.
[x] Lied or begged to a teacher for a slot in class.
[x] Participated in a there’s-only-one-more-slot-are you-feeling-lucky?

[ ] Jogged around the campus.
[x] Visited the main library.
[x] Knew at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name

[ ] Knew at least one Habal-Habal driver by name
[ ] Attended university level graduation
[ ] Got an activist for a teacher.
[x] Watched a thrilling game of Admin vs. CSM during Dula.
[ ] Watched a UP vs. any school basketball game.

[x] Studied in Anda Campus

[x] Studied in KFC (Kanluran Food Court)

[x] Watch a play that’s not required for a subject.
[x] Went stargazing.
[x] Slept in the lib.
[ ] Wrote to/for the Himati

[x] Seriously pondered about the identity/ies of the people described in Himati’s Sinech Itey
[x] Went to the church in Mintal
[x] Got a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers while walking from Kanluran to Admin or vice versa

[ ] Cut class with your block to watch a movie.
[x] Took a class under Dr. Eufemio Rasco in STS ot Biotech

[ ] Went to Camiguin under Sir Julius Quiz’s class

[ ] Lied to the transcript lady to get a transcript earlier than the standard 3 months.
[x] Went to a Freshman-only concert
[x] Subsisted on just streetfood (fishballs, half footlongs, kwekwek, squidballs/rolls, mais, dirty ice cream) for a day.

[x ] Learned how to smoke.
[x] Went on an out-of-town trip with blockmates or orgmates.
[ ] Fell in love
[x] Actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib.
[x] Played cards during your free time.
[x] Dressed in business attire.
[x] Sumabit sa jeep.
[ ] Got sung to or sung to someone in class during Valentine’s day.
[ ] Joined the Kasadya Lantern Parade from Mintal to Admin
[x] Helped out a total stranger.
[ ] Helped out a total stranger because he/she was hot.
[x] Learned to stay awake for more than 24 or 48 hours straight
[ ] Got bullied by fratmen and feeling cool wannabe people who were actually losers.
[ ] Took Monday class WILLINGLY
[ ] Volunteered for the pahinungod
[ ] Got a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] Took time to read the vandalism in the freedom wall
[x] Watched a sexy art film for any GE class.
[ ] Got tripped off or accident in Habal-Habal
[x] Felt depressed because you were not as good academically as you were in high school.
[x] Did a last minute paper.
[x] Had spent a lot for 1×1 ID pictures.
[ ] Got exempted from final exams.
[ ] Got exempted from a final exam but still took it.
[ ] Attended a varsity pep rally.
[x] Watched any well-known variety show held in SM
[ ] Promised to quit smoking.
[ ] Got into at least one (org- or council-sponsored) adventure race.
[x] Knew where the best restrooms are on campus

[x] Joined an org.
[x] Allowed yourself to make mistakes.
[x] Went to the court or admin in spite of having no PE class just to ogle varsity players/cute boys/hot girls.
[x] Took summer classes.
[x] Admired the Oblation

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…ay gagraduate ka na talaga! for sure.

note: this entry was originally written on March 6 but due to some reasons beyond my control, ngayon ko lang napost ito. anyway…


I am thankful to a lot of things especially during the years I spent, spend, and will be spending still in college. (So don’t mistake this blog as a valediction. Haha. This is just a simple journal I hope to read one day, someday — years after everything in my life will not be as happy as now.)

I wonder what moved me to be as emotional as this… again! I hate this actually — when I have to stop myself from crying and wasting another bucket of tears but can’t do anything because I just have to cry to ease myself. This isn’t about g or about a pakshet lovelife. No way. Not now!

It’s been more or less 8 hours since I arrived home. Yes, I’m in Polomolok right now, lying on the comforts of my bed while making my pillow wet (with tears). Oo, I’m back to being the crying beans. And there’s no way out of this bullshit emotion so I need to write this down because I can’t open this up to any people in the house. And they’re all asleep so wala japun. The story follows.


Fixing my hair in front of the mirror before I left from the boarding house earlier, I was having a good conversation with anj, joan, and corinne. I actually can’t remember who asked this question but I know somebody did (maybe anj):

“Mag-uli ka Beans? Si Rea? Magsabay mo?”

I just continued fixing my hair thinking that it was just like any ordinary questions my friends would ask me. Then I answered:

“Naa man syay exam sa Sunday…

Pero ok na pud ni, at least masanay na ko magbyahe pauli na ako na lang. Unsaon na lang, mugraduate na baya sya.”

I laughed after I answered and as expected, they also laughed showing protest to my ‘kakornihan’ again. Then somebody asked again:

“Pano man na next sem beans? Mag-unsa ka sa bus ug wala si Rea?”

“Maghilak,” I said but that was not too serious. Haha. Then I added, “dapat magkakotse na jud ko next sem para di loser ang dating. Para mapilitan si Rai musakay bisag wala na syay tuyo sa Davao.”

You wish Beans! Your car is not so soon. Haha Anyway…

So I left. Good thing I was super sleepy earlier so I just slept all throughout the travel. For 3 hours!

Fast forward to 10:30 in the evening  — right this moment. I was about to sleep when Rai texted me that Anj told her about the conversation earlier. Oops, I did not even plan to tell her about it because I know it will all sensationalize everything. And I know it will end up this way. But since it’s known to Rai, all I can do is accept it. And diba gani Rai, we need to say everything through joke to lessen the harsh reality – that you will not be a student anymore soon. This is not bitterness. Nabuang na. Of course who doesn’t want you to graduate? Haha. I have long accepted that I need to extend, it’s beyond my control e. haha.

I am just thinking about next sem. Imagine what I will miss next sem.. 😦 :

  1. No Rea will be with me inside the bus.

    beans and rea at Rizal Promenade
    beans and rea at Rizal Promenade
  2. No Rea will reserve a seat for me every time I will be late for class.

    rea and beans at the library
    rea and beans at the library
  3. No Rea will lend me the notes needed because I’m super lazy inside the classroom.

    rea and beans @ del rio resort, koronadal city
    rea and beans @ del rio resort, koronadal city
  4. No Rea will listen to my stories of anger, happiness, and nonsenseness.

    rai and beans at poolside, del rio.
    rai and beans at poolside, del rio.
  5. No Rea will share ‘puff’ session with me.

    green for rai. red for beans.
    green for rai. red for beans.
  6. No Rea will be willing to drink and get drunk with me.

    cheers! beans and rea at autoshop.
    cheers! beans and rea at autoshop.
  7. No Rea will give her vegetables to me when she orders chopsuey or pinakbet.

    rea and beans at rea's beerday.
    rea and beans at rea’s beerday.
  8. No Rea will say ‘drop the fuck beans!

    rea and beans during the mock job interview.
    rea and beans during the mock job interview.
  9. No Rea will motivate me to do my papers because I can only work if I see Rea almost done with hers’.

    rea and beans going to samal.
    rea and beans going to samal.
  10. No Rea will go with me to UP Anda to look for books.

    beans and rea during Speak UP! (SM)
    beans and rea during Speak UP! (SM)
  11. No Rea will sit and wait for me while my haircut is not yet done.

    beans and rea at the atrium.
    beans and rea at the atrium.
  12. Daghan pa kaayo, kapuy na hilak. Hahahaha.

    rea and beans during valentine's day.
    rea and beans during valentine’s day.

Oh yeah, I know distance doesn’t matter at all if both of you know you’re really good friends. And this is more than the relationship lovers have. Lovers may have doubts and all but with us, I know we both know where our loyalty and trust belong.

But everything will change in about a month from now. And I can do nothing to stop that part of our reality. We need to grow and we have to learn how to live our new lives — apart from each other…

For one, I know Rai knows I thank, care and love her sooooo much.

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