‘I do not want to push myself to someone’s schedule. If you are busy I would not mind disturbing you unless it is really, really important but I hate being taken for granted.. though I am a self-confessed bipolar.’
This had me sighing for a minute. That line is exactly the statement my not-so-recent ex dropped in my multiply account. VERBATIM! And this is one valid reason for me to, at least, stop visiting my multiply account. You know the feeling when you want to recall your college memories (that i can only find in multiply) and you end up staring blankly in-front of the monitor because you can’t do away with the idea that your ex played a big part during those years.
The statement had me thinking, too, as to how stupid (or what-have-you) I have been in my past relationships. I hate myself for taking that particular ex for granted. I mean, the idea of letting someone feel that way. Gets? Well maybe, I had my own reason for doing so but please, Vince, wake up!
I really hope I’d not end up hearing/reading that line again in my future melonshake/s and/or relationship/s. It makes me think I’m super bad. Worse, it helps me prove to myself that I am not capable of loving, of seriously committing to someone. Because as of now, I think, and I am sure of this, I am a selfish ass.
p.s.: sorry ex. 
i hate the word ex. can you use former lover, instead? char. engrata. hahaha. wait, is this your first time writing about someone melon and yourself? i think. because the old ones were only about them….haha. buang ko ron, paxenxa
i don’t think this is my first time. mga february posts nako kay about us. kanang kilig2. tapos march, bitterness. haha. anyway, i don’t want the term former lover. basta. haha.
vince.. practice tag tagalog sa wordpress. shet. ginosebleed akong mga readers sa akong blog. oa kaayo. go. tagalog na ko after this comment. game!
hahaha.. great pride! first time here..
exchange link?
already linked you. thanks for dropping.
@i kill the sucking bird
naa man koy tagalog nga blog loy uy. lain kaayo ug tagalog ang duha. haha. nabasa bitaw nako sa comments sa imong blog na di sila kasabot. over man pud ka mag-english. layman ra uy. dili si de ungria ug si cruz imong readers so choks ra na.
hahaha. yawa ka beans. so mura kog alien ani? sila ang normal og dili sila kasabot nako. hahahaha. bahala sila. anyway, im looking forward to your next post.. spill beh.
it will be an indirect open letter to my ex. haha. nanganad na ko. kalain ani oii, nganong naga-advancer man ko? ahaha. magtagalog na ka? english lang pero ayaw lisud. kanang makasabot pud ko. :p
thanks… haay katatapos lang ng mga gawain.. kakapagod.. musta? bisita lang..
hey there! ok lang ako. parang fb lang a, kamustahan to the max. hehe. musta rin? onga pagod ka.
pagod talaga.. ilang gabi na ring puyat… konti lang ang tulog..
lost in a soft-core gay porn, need i say more? hahahahaha
i love you, ram!
ive been busy. haha pakikonek. anywhore, even when i hadn’t finish reading the first line yet, i knew where it came from, or should i say from whom it came from.
usahay makahuna-huna jud ta sa atong mga kaagi. ang importante ay mahalaga. ayyy. ang mas importante ay ang ngayon at bukas diay. oa. haha
rai, korni na kaayo ka. mao na ang effect sa talisay nimo? haha. yes, of all people i think ikaw ang nakabalo ani tanan. salamat. salamat sa words of wisdom.
oo fruit of wisdom gyud ang talisay. hahaha. naa bay bunga ang talisay? hahahaha.
til-as lang. haha